12.08.2010

WORD :: The Big Chill.

I just opened the upstairs porch door to look outside, and what I saw brought tears to my eyes. 

Literally.

I was made to tie on a bikini, bake in the sun, and run my bare feet through hot beach sand; not to disappear inside a down coat, waste away dark days, or pull on boots and trudge through freezing-cold slushy snow. This cold weather gives me anxiety and conjures up in me feelings of intense desperation and desire. Ahhh...I need tea, and a hug, and to lay for long hours and laugh with you.

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